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"IS THIS HOW YOU FEEL AFTER DAYS HARD TOIL?" |
1.10 pm, As the afternoon sun growls at me......my senses questions me.....
"........Hey is this what you really feel after the day's toil? Trust me the alacrity and zeal with which I begin my day is simply amazing but at the end of the day when I recapitulate what is the net work done then I see how beautifully, W= P.t (work done = power X time taken) goes unproven. This is the time when we feel we should better go off to sleep so that the dreadful day comes to an end, but then again the memory of the next days work make us go crazy. Trust me its a self realization. Some times I wonder how this pitiful event has captured me in its vicious circle......and thinking this I waste my remaining part of the day until I realize its 9 in the morning and the sun is gazing at me as if screaming at me and saying...."Get back to work!!!!"
I mean why and how can a day be so worthless?? I keep wondering as I go through this piece of writing and I suddenly feel that inner voice in me that has gone weak and dormant in me and it says..."You don't even love what you are doing. Why are you doing this to yourself?". And guess what I felt the blood rushing through every artery of mine that made me feel I am alive and I ought to chase my dreams.......am glad am doing that......!!!!!
At one point of life we everybody do feel this.....I considered myself as useless and that will be unperturbed to any human commotions..... but I was wrong and I feel again that I can do it.....I can believe in my dreams....I can follow my instincts and see them flourish.......I feel happy again like the first breeze in a spring afternoon.....!!!!
And I get back to do what I love......... "
u can really!!
ReplyDeleteby d way did u ever try the pictorial act given.. i guess u should... ha ha :)
Well, right now, I'm still at work and as I finish reading your post, I wonder myself, "What have I done today?" And someone from deep inside replies,"You have managed to pass one more day until it's the weekend!" :D
ReplyDeleteJokes apart, I guess confusion is a part of one's life, it's a part of growing up. That's the beauty of life, not knowing what comes next causes a thousand questions to arise in your mind, some you know the answer to, others you are yet to find a solution. It's this uncertainty and the emotional imbalance it cause that makes life interesting, it makes you feel alive. From one optimist to another, I hope you keep inspiring yourself and keep believing. And of course, writing. Keep writing, I like reading your blog!
Cheers
U r being generous now deepungsu da ha ha ha :D .....Well indeed I wish to write more coz this is one thing I simply love....to read and to be read is the goal...!!!!
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