The moment I opened my eyes I got an adrenaline rush......whoo whoo...be careful its not what you think.......am speaking of the life I experience during the silent hours of the day when its all about me in the dark nights with the stars being my only companion.....Life has been so beautiful to me and me being so selfish to never thank Life in return....!!!!
A day about 10 years back during the springs......I guess what i was witnessing that moment brought me immense joy. Laying on the green field outside my small home I kept staring at the clear blue sky.....small chunks of light white clouds making their own gentle moves.....!!! i kept imagining what shapes were they taking...was wondering where were they heading to.....??
Clearing my mystified thoughts the breeze blew past me and for a moment though i experienced a heavenly pleasure. It was then i felt that no matter what happens in future no matter howsoever distressed i am...this day will stay as fresh as the first rains in my heart and i will smile one day thinking of it.....!!!
Nothing can match the feel of your exams being done and you again lay in your terrace watching the same beautiful sky with a loads of gushing thoughts in your mind.....with so many years passed by i still think of him.....whom i have known since i was 4....strange but true!!!
Staring at the screen as i sometimes sit clueless about what am i doing? or i try recollecting when did i breath last.....my tired lips gains the zeal to smile back denying all my notions about the day i treasure so much.....The rainy autumn evening when I kissed him......it was not just the liquor that worked, it was the silence we felt, it was as if we were looking at each other for the first time......It was magical....!!!
I think those moments everyday....rather every silent moment.....they are no special days, they are simply special in their own ways. They were my maiden feelings.....I first felt what I never had, i felt like smiling the entire day, i felt like freezing the time forever.....!!!! Did't know what I was happy for.....but had an urge to make someone feel the same way I did....
As always I rushed in to catch up with my buddy who has been bearing me all these time.......i still see him as i did 20 years back......i still find him standing beside me......lending a patient ear to all my worries, my miserable experiences......and my yuhuuuuu rather unmatched feelings...giving him the feel of Wordsworth in summer (dare i compare myself to Wordsworth!!!!)......that's the way life was.......and i guess it still is.....i still find you smiling at me the same way you did........and i still love you the same way i did......!!!!!!
Clearing my mystified thoughts the breeze blew past me and for a moment though i experienced a heavenly pleasure. It was then i felt that no matter what happens in future no matter howsoever distressed i am...this day will stay as fresh as the first rains in my heart and i will smile one day thinking of it.....!!!
Nothing can match the feel of your exams being done and you again lay in your terrace watching the same beautiful sky with a loads of gushing thoughts in your mind.....with so many years passed by i still think of him.....whom i have known since i was 4....strange but true!!!
Staring at the screen as i sometimes sit clueless about what am i doing? or i try recollecting when did i breath last.....my tired lips gains the zeal to smile back denying all my notions about the day i treasure so much.....The rainy autumn evening when I kissed him......it was not just the liquor that worked, it was the silence we felt, it was as if we were looking at each other for the first time......It was magical....!!!
I think those moments everyday....rather every silent moment.....they are no special days, they are simply special in their own ways. They were my maiden feelings.....I first felt what I never had, i felt like smiling the entire day, i felt like freezing the time forever.....!!!! Did't know what I was happy for.....but had an urge to make someone feel the same way I did....
As always I rushed in to catch up with my buddy who has been bearing me all these time.......i still see him as i did 20 years back......i still find him standing beside me......lending a patient ear to all my worries, my miserable experiences......and my yuhuuuuu rather unmatched feelings...giving him the feel of Wordsworth in summer (dare i compare myself to Wordsworth!!!!)......that's the way life was.......and i guess it still is.....i still find you smiling at me the same way you did........and i still love you the same way i did......!!!!!!