......Life is a long wait.....when we are small we wait to grow up.....when we grow up we wait to achieve our goals....and there is no limit to what we want to achieve in our lives.........

Well here's a thing until now I never understood rather realized was somehow meant to me.......this feeling made me think. What is that which we always long for? or may be  we can frame it as we live for?? Have we figured it out yet?????

Go for it.....ask yourself the same question.....so what do you land up with...something like......yeah...may be or not sure!!!!I in my life always thought of making decisions and in this run neglected my true self.......my true desires......... my true dreams.........

It was very gradually though but I started realizing what mattered to me most.........and I must mention that I didn't realize these all by myself.......there were incidences in my life that made me know things slowly...but in this conquest I did lose a lot of things and learnt a lot of things........It was one fine rainy winter night i realized how much I loved to watch the rain and hear its pattering sound on the window pane......it was one fine night i realized how much i loved to get drunk and lie down under the star studded sky.........It was one fine summer evening when i realized how it pains to get hurt when you leave someone you love and shed your silent tears.........

I don't love to cry.........I don't love to be alone............

That evening seemed very long than usual until he came and sat beside me.........trying to make me smile somehow..............

He says he doesn't love me........... but somehow feels sad when he sees tears in my eyes..........I smiled to what he said...........and I still smile thinking of what he said then............